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All I need is to ask for help..

Let me tell you

About me.

I’m a girl who

Lives among you

In this big city.

But wait let me

Correct myself.

I’m a girl who

Lives alone in

This big city.

Shocked?

Wait. Wait till

The story end.

All shock therapy

Will mend.

I came in New City

For myself,

Leaving my family there.

I came all alone by myself.

You said me what a whore.

Right. Leaving my family

Alone I came here to earn and

Learn, I was called whore.

Let me let you that I don’t

Have a friend, I made new friends here.

Oh, slut! Call me that. I don’t care.

I hangout with them after work and

Our talks are so much that nights became

Midnight and coming home all alone I was judged.

You still want to know?

Okay, I don’t care.

I got promoted within a year.

All you talked about me was

She must have slept with boss.

Holy crap! Why you thought that.

Never mind I still don’t care.

I enjoyed with my friends I made.

All they want to go club and get drunk

But I was there holding juice and

Seeing around.

Wait. There. There!

There someone caught my attention.

Why i haven’t think of that person before?

No matter if it’s five in morning or in

The noon.

That person is always there, I can’t see the

Face exactly but it’s always covered.

But wait what. Again I did the stupid thing.

I didn’t care.

After the party I was sober and drive

To apartment.

Nothing happened on the road and I reached safely.

But there’s door unlocked and the lights were off.

I was scared but wait again I did a stupid thing.

I didn’t care.

Last two weeks before also the

Door was unlocked and the lights were

Off and I was scared but

The landlord was in there repairing

Fan.

I thought it’ll be the landlord in there

Because the water pipe leakage was there.

But I was freaked when I saw that person in my home who stalked me where I go.

He took off his mask and I see landlord.

Mother fuck. I shouted when he grabbed me

And pulled me.

All I want to get out of this apartment and find ask for help.

And all I want to get out of this apartment and ask for help…

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Life.

Life happened.
City changed.
People left.
Still there’s no regret.
Nothing feels bad,
No sad memories.
Still smile on the face
Which enlightens surrounding.
Lived for moments not
For memories.
Maybe that’s the way
One learnt to deal with life.
Kindness killed them,
Politeness showed
Devil the way to hell.
Laughters all around
And dream sounds
Good but reality
everyone knows well.
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I stopped writing, seems like world stopped.

Went out to get a life, tried to fit in people’s rules.

The moment I thought to be like them,

It scared me and I started writing with my tears.

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I want to..

Wishes from the dead girl diary and her wishes that are dead. Never give up on life. No matter what happens, just fight but don’t give up on fight.. …. I want to cry but I smiled, I want to give up but I am Scared to give up. I want to speak but I pretend. I want to die but I lived. I want to be happy but I’m depressed. I want to run and jump but I sat silently. I want to hit hard people but I killed myself.

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Freedom comes with responsibilities.

Life gives you problems and happiness altogether and sometimes it’s all upon you to decide how much to stress and how to be happy. Negativity ruins your life but positivity makes it better.

Just wonder your childhood and yourself as a labour. Child labour is a crime but for those kids who can’t get one meal in a week, they die to eat just a piece of bread in month. So they work for that and that’s not a crime. They’re actually not knowing what is good or bad. They just do for themselves. So imagine your childhood working over a shop and loading heavy boxes for which they pay you 20rs. Per day. So you buy some food and satisfy your hunger but what happens on other side when your parents are rich enough to give you food three times a day and snacks. Provide you all you need and gives you 20rs. Per day, what will you do? Will you buy those cheap 20rs snacks for hunger? Obviously No! You’ll either save it and buy some luxurious kid stuff or will demand more money or else use for some other thing which is actually no necessary for you.

Both situation were same at some place, both kids you imagined had different situation but it’s all about needs and priority. What if that rich kid helps the poor boy? That’s something a miracle. He was free to use money where he want so why not helping him as poor one had no choice.

So use your power wisely and smartly, never be shy to help neither have attitude to help..

Ps: I know this have many grammatical errors, posting this without any editing. Sorry for that and yea thanks for reading.

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She will live

This is inspired from savi Sharma’s novel ‘everyone has a story’. It was last year i wrote this.

How could she will live more? The machines in the hospital room Have lost all it’s hope. The trails made to heal her pain Goes all in vain. Holding her hand h promise To never leave her again. He realized what he lost in Past can affect his present And could lost the same again. Spending all moments with her, He memorizes it holding her hand And cried for leaving her alone. She could feel his tear and pain but Have no strength to let them away. Time heals pain, love makes their bond Stronger and courage gave wings to their Dreams. Bond of friendship have already turned Into love. Her story was completed when he came Back and she published her first novel That inspire others while his heart Was filled with love again, they travel World together to make new memories.

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Life isn’t meant to end

Life experience are wonderful as for the one who spreads happiness and lives far away from sadness. Never allow a negative thought, as once a negative can ruin your life forever. The only way to live a life is by changing love, hate and regret into love, laugh and live.
Many people wants the life you live and you are the one who don’t care for your life. No one is responsible for ruining your life, it’s you, yourself who ruin it. Never blame to others for not loving you the way you love them, they’re busy loving them and you forget to be selfish.
Caring about yourself a little won’t harm but caring about what other will think will kill yourself.
Listen to yourself before they hear your opinion. Make a decision before they put you in trouble. Judge your decision before they start judging you.